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  Table of Contents

  CHASING CATS

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Chapter 20

  Chapter 21

  Chapter 22

  Epilogue

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  About the Author

  CHASING CATS

  Erin Bedford

  Chasing Cats © 2016-17 Erin Bedford

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  Chapter 1

  Home Again

  HE WAS STARING again. Lately, every time I looked up Mr. Blue Eyes was sitting in the tree outside my kitchen window.

  As my constant shadow in the Underground, I was shocked to say the least, to find out my feathered friend was indeed my fiancé. I knew the UnSeelie Prince had the ability to change form, but it kind of left me peeved to know that he had been following me around the Underground.

  The bright blue eyes had darkened to Dorian’s usual midnight blue and were set in a feathered head that cocked to the side when it saw me looking. I frowned; even in owl form Dorian still exuded arrogance and overall disdain for the human world. His presence was becoming a regular unwelcome occurrence for me.

  I wasn’t surprised. Had I really thought I could slip out of the Underground without anyone noticing? I knew there would be repercussions, but at the time all I could think about was getting home to my world—well, the human world. Chess’ outstretched hand had been a Godsend and the easiest alternative to the pressure that had been weighing on me.

  I hadn’t been home from the Underground for more than a day when my feathered keeper showed up. He never tried approached me, not like I thought he would.

  Back in the Underground, he’d been so determined to make me see how sorry he was, how much he wanted to start things up again. Even though his constant watching was on the creepy side, it was a relief that was all he was doing.

  Luckily, my Fae mother, Tatiana, Queen of the Seelie Court and the main Fae I was avoiding, hadn’t reactivated the curse on Dorian in light of my disappearing act. I was sure his mother had some say in the matter as well.

  Mab, the UnSeelie Queen, like her son, tended to have a temper. I doubted she would let her precious baby boy be blamed for my human flakiness. They probably thought Dorian was their best chance at getting me to come home.

  Not that he has tried.

  “Back again, I see. He doesn’t seem to get the hint, does he?” I jumped in place at the sound of Chess’ voice purring right beside my ear.

  “Don’t do that!” I spun around and smacked him with a dishtowel as he chuckled. My angry face threatened to fall when I took in the sight of him.

  Half Seelie, half UnSeelie, Chess was nothing like the Cheshire cat from the classic fairy tale. His pale pink hair was loose around his broad shoulders. His muscular chest was covered with a cream-colored, cotton sleeveless shirt that left his biceps bare and flexing. The faint scars that crisscrossed over his upper body barely peeked out from the slight split in the neck of the collar. A corded braid was wrapped around his neck and hung loosely down his chest. It brushed the top of his fitted rose-colored pants, where his stripped tail was wrapped around his waist. His usual knee-high boots were swapped out for a pair of brown ankle boots.

  I fought the smile that threatened to creep up my face when his purple and pink striped ears twitched on his head while he smirked down at me.

  “I’m serious. What if someone had been here? They could have seen you. Then how would I explain that? Oh hi, mom, this is my friend Chess. He’s a cat Fae from another world. What’s a Fae you ask? Well, they are magical creatures that could kill you in an instant, but don’t worry, the only thing in danger is your underpants. Yeah, that will go over well.” I rolled my eyes.

  “Oh, don’t worry so much, pet. You’ll get wrinkles.” He rubbed his clawed finger between my scrunched up brows.

  I didn’t want to be distracted, so I shrugged his hand away and turned back to the sink and the dishes in it. You’d think that as the Seelie Princess I wouldn’t have to do my own chores, but since I was in deep denial of that responsibility, lowly domestic tasks like dishes had to be done.

  “Don’t tell me you aren’t happy to see me?” Chess pouted in a too cute tone that made my insides melt.

  Cheshire S. Cat knew just how attractive he was and didn’t need to know how his very presence caused a fire to ignite in me. I was in an ongoing battle with my libido since meeting the Fae, but I hadn’t lost yet, even if the Fae could tell how I was feeling by my smell alone.

  As if reading my mind, Chess pressed his nose to my hair and inhaled, growling slightly. Damn those Fae senses.

  “You’re so responsive. I’ve barely touched you, and you already smell so tantalizing.”

  I shivered against his breath on my neck.

  “I can’t wait to find out how you’ll react to all my ministrations.” His chuckle was dark and invited naughty thoughts to play in my mind. His tail unwrapped from his waist and slid across the skin between my green polo shirt and jeans.

  His hands replaced his tail, pulling my back flush against his front. I slammed the pot I had been cleaning down into the sink harder than I meant. I tried to focus on the sink full of dishes and not the tingling of my skin or the pooling of my nether regions.

  “Don’t you have somewhere to be?” I was proud that I was able to speak without my voice shaking, let alone being able to sound snappy. “An Underground to moderate. Payments to defile?”

  I winced when the last part came out bitter. Jealous? Who, me?

  Chess’ hands stilled on my waist, and he stepped back from me to hop up on the counter next to the sink. He leaned back on one hand until he was able to meet my eyes. I kept my gaze down so he couldn’t see the emotions flipping through them. He brushed a piece of my pale blonde hair behind my ear, the color a daily reminder that my time in the Underground wasn’t a dream. Not that the memories of my life as a Fae Princess would let that be a possibility.

  When I had been sucked into that rabbit hole, I hadn’t expected to come out alive, let alone with a new hairdo and a whole new set of baggage. Lucky for me, it wasn’t unusual for someone to change their hair color so drastically. Also, the fact that my human mother had a cow when she found out I had colored my red hair blonde was the only good thing to have come of it. If only my Fae life was so easily managed.

  “Jealousy becomes you, your highness. I especially love it when you show your claws,” he said. I snorted, not falling victim to his
game. He continued after a moment, “Besides, there’s nothing to moderate. The queens are on speaking terms again, and all is right in the Underground. There’s no need for dear old Chess anymore.”

  I frowned at the resentment in his voice. It wasn’t the first time the feline had hinted at his dissatisfaction toward the Fae Courts and their rulers. It made me wonder what happened between them to make him hold such disdain.

  My eyes strayed to his scars, and I asked the one question I’d been dying to ask since we met, “How did these happen?”

  I reached out a finger to trace along one peeking out from his shirt.

  He caught my hand in his and brought it up to his mouth to nip at my fingers. “It happened a very long time ago, before I had the position of moderator to protect me.”

  “Protect you? From what?” His mouth on my hand was distracting me enough to make my voice come out low and breathy, but not enough for me to give up my curiosity.

  “If you are so concerned for my wellbeing, I could give you a thorough look at my person to satisfy your curiosity.” He pulled my top half forward with a tug of my hand until we were inches from each other. “That is, as long as I get equal payment in return.”

  “Payment?” I muttered, my eyes entirely too focused on his tempting lips rather than his words, or that he was deflecting my questions again.

  His mouth coasted over mine, a ghost of a whisper, his words hot against my lips.

  “Yes, a complete examination will be required in return.” He slid down from the counter to press his length against me. My breath hitched when my hands landed on his chest, the feel of him hard beneath my palms. “But I must warn you, I will be vigorous in my search.”

  I gulped at his words as his clawed hand tilted my face up. I knew he was going to kiss me, and part of me tried to remember why it was a bad idea when his lips descended onto mine. Before I could sink into the kiss, something slammed behind me. I jumped and pulled back. Chess smirked, and I followed his gaze to where Dorian stood in his entire UnSeelie splendor.

  His inky black hair fell over his equally dark silk shirt. Had he always dressed like a Goth? How did I not notice that before? His pants were only a slight shade dimmer than his shirt; if you could get darker than blackest black, and were tucked into shiny, leather knee-high boots. The Fae may have some modern amenities, but some of their clothing still screamed otherworldly. My fiancé was no exception.

  “Get away from her, half-breed.” The sound of his voice was sharp but held forbidden promises.

  I felt Chess tense beside me before his usual fang tipped grin slid over his face. “Your highness, what brings you here? Aren’t you supposed to be guarding something?”

  My breath held for the reaction I knew would come at Chess’ goading. Short tempered and impatient had always been Dorian’s worst traits. In some ways, the curse had been good for him.

  Dorian needed to learn to regulate his temper, as I had often told him. I would have thought that having such a restriction on his emotions would cause some of his control to be better, but it didn’t seem like it—if the tightening of his jaw was any indication.

  He had been blamed for my Fae body’s suicide in the most torturous of fashions. Forced into exile from the UnSeelie Court, he was tasked to watch the outskirts to keep out the human riff-raff. To my mother, being exiled wasn’t enough. She’d branded his beautiful aristocratic face with a curse, forcing him to be happy about his punishment, though most of the time it had come out more creepy than happy. He hadn’t been able to mourn my death or have any other emotional releases. It really was no wonder he was so uptight.

  He glared at Chess and then stormed across the room in a cloud of fury. I stepped forward, placing myself between the two before they could start anything.

  Dorian glanced down at me before snarling at Chess, “You would do well to remember your place, half-breed.”

  “Chess,” I retorted. Dorian’s burning gaze landed on me, but I didn’t shy away. “His name isn’t half-breed—it’s Chess. And it was a perfectly logical question. What are you doing here?”

  Dorian opened his mouth to respond and then snapped it closed, his lips twisting into a frown. “You know very well why I am here.”

  “Actually, no. I don’t.” Crossing my hands over my chest, I leveled my eyes at him and tapped my foot. I could practically feel Chess crowing in glee behind me and was half tempted to let them have at it. It would at least be entertaining for me, and if they were shirtless, hot as hell.

  His dark eyes looked over my head as he growled, “You are not safe on your own here. I am here for your protect—”

  I snorted, cutting him off. “More like to spy for the courts.”

  Growing tired of the conversation, I moved away from both Fae to finish the dishes, which at this rate, weren’t going to be done until Christmas. Why did the dishwasher have to break today?

  “I am not spying for the courts,” Dorian continued as if I hadn’t dismissed him altogether. “We are simply not confident in the human realms ability to keep you safe.”

  “And that has nothing to do with them wanting you to convince Kat to come home?” Chess asked. “Tell me, your highness, are you here for your court or hers? Who holds your leash now that you are no longer bound to the outskirts?”

  The dish in my hand paused, suspended mid-air, as I waited for his answer. I didn’t know why I cared so much. I didn’t love him. I couldn’t. Not like he wanted me to, anyway.

  “No one holds my leash, Cheshire.” The way he said the name was filled with so much venom, I could feel the sting of it on my skin. “I am here for Lynne’s safety and no other reason.”

  “Kat,” I bit out.

  “What?” Dorian barked at me.

  I could feel my magic building inside me, morphing my anger into rage. He still didn’t get it. My hands gripped the counter until my knuckles turned white. I just wanted him to understand. I wasn’t her. I mean, I was, but I wasn’t. It was all very complicated, and I always gave myself a headache when thinking too hard on it.

  “What did you say, Lynne?”

  The moment he said that name again, the magic in me broke loose. Every dish in the house flew from their places in the cabinets. They crashed to the ground in a symphony of glass. Pots and pans clanged and dented as they were thrown across the room.

  “Kat?” Chess’ voice filled my ears, and I unclenched my hands from the counter. A heaviness I hadn’t known I felt was suddenly lighter than before.

  Turning from the counter, I surveyed the destruction I had caused in my little outburst. The entire kitchen was trashed. Not only had all the dishes been damaged, but also everything from the refrigerator had been spilled onto the floor. Leftover spaghetti lay in a goopy red mess on the tiles mixed with the jar of pickles I always kept handy. Now, what was I going to eat at four in the morning?

  The two Fae stood in the middle of the room, concern filling their faces.

  I gave an aggravated sigh and waved them off with a, “I’m fine,” before I bent to start picking up my mess.

  “You’re wound too tightly, my kitty Kat.” Chess chuckled, even as Dorian sent him a scathing glare. “You have magic now. You can’t neglect it, or it will find a way to get loose.”

  “Well, as much as I despise saying it, the cat is right,” Dorian said with a huff. “Though, I do not understand how this has happened.” That made two of us. “The fact of the matter is, your magic is returning to you, and I have little doubt it will stop there.”

  “What do you mean?” I paused on the floor where I was making a pile of dishes.

  “Though you reside in a human body, I believe your other Fae abilities may materialize, and you must be prepared for it.”

  I glanced over at Chess who was helping put some of the broken glass into a pile. He gave me a solemn nod to confirm Dorian’s words. I didn’t know why I trusted Chess’ word over Dorian’s; he hadn’t been any more honest
with me. In fact, I didn’t know anything about him, and he didn’t exist in the memories I had from when I was the Seelie Princess.

  “Why don’t I remember Chess from before?” I didn’t want to have the headache causing talk about my new powers and what they could mean to my human life.

  Dorian crossed his arms over his broad chest, his eyes alighting with mirth. “I would not imagine you would. He was not born during your time, Lynne.”

  My right eye twitched at the name again, but I chose to ignore it in lieu of getting answers. “But why –” To my irritation, Dorian cut me off.

  “Which brings me to the other reason I am here.” He turned back to the cat in question. “You have been summoned to the Seelie Court. Since no one has been able to locate you, and I had no doubt that you would show back up here eventually, I volunteered as messenger.”

  “What can I say? I’m a sucker for a beautiful woman.” Chess gave me a fanged grin, the heat in his eyes more for Dorian’s benefit than my own.

  Anger pulsated off Dorian in waves, making his hair move as if there was a breeze, but I knew from my own experience with magic, there wasn’t.

  “You will keep your hands off Lynne. She does not belong to you.” His words sliced the air like a knife in my lungs.

  Chess smirked. “She doesn’t belong to you either, your highness. What I do, or do not do, is all up to her.” He winked at me, and I flushed. God, he was a flirt. But Dorian didn’t see the humor in his words.

  “Lynne is mine!” His voice vibrated through the room, and the picture frames fell from their places on the wall.

  I was done. So done. Monumentally done.

  I grabbed the closest pan to me and stood to my feet, waving it like a weapon in the air. “Stop calling me that! I am not yours. I am far from yours. I’m Kat. Kat. Got that?”

  His eyes widened as I jabbed the pan at him. A wince filled his face at every jab. Was he always such a wimp? It’s not like it was a knife or something it was just a pan…an iron pan that was turning molten hot in my grip!

  “Motherfucker.” I dropped the pan, howling, my injured hand held out in front of me.